Poem by
BRENT ARMENDINGER
ANTHROPOCENE
The desert twitches at some
invisible breath: a precarity
which can only be seen up close.
The yucca schidigera,
its soft tendrils growing
from a mass of arrows pointed
at the sky, common name
Spanish Dagger, as if
to impale the sun, colonize
fire. The earliest leaves
begin to echo sand,
itself the echo of mountains,
arrows of earth trying to get away
from itself, like we talk about getting away,
from gravity, from debt, from
just last month a chunk of ice
the size of India melted. The daggers
bear our names and by our I mean
every sixty minutes
I count what’s mine and
grow cold from all the counting.
As a boy, I was an arrow of flesh
trying to leave itself, swallowing stars
to feed the burning
at the center of my name.
In the North Sea, there’s an alphabet
of oilfields named after waterbirds,
the myth of a winged crustacean,
a child of fier hath much dread
or so wrote Chaucer,
six hundred years before Sputnik
fed the burning at the center
of the space race, sixty years before
Elon Musk told a crowd
of startup founders, I’d like to die on Mars,
just not on impact.
Five years ago, the Falcon 9
landed on the Of Course I Still Love You –
a ship without captain or crew
in the ocean whose name
goes back to Atlas with only a robot
inside to say I love you.
Who will be left
to bear what we have waged
when we launch ourselves
like arrows towards
the bloodfrozen
wanderer, a planet
named after a god of war?